Waiting

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We are waiting to hear about the lease on the shop going through today. It is somewhat stressful, as a period in my life. Reality is interesting. Living sober and not drowning any feelings makes it all rather huge. I find I am woken in the mornings around 4am by the dogs and I just lie there thinking. My usual skills at turning it all off are currently unavailable. I don’t really like uncontrolled thinking any more and look forward to the reality of have a shop rather than the early morning jitters.
Once we hear today we will go down there and do whatever it is one does to make it our own. I am Oh, so looking forward to that part. Life in Balham….
Otherwise India looms. I need to take time to really think about the trip. What we need, not just to take, but to buy. Such fun.